Thursday, August 9, 2012
So I am celebrating my one year anniversary on Friday our actual anniversary was three days ago. Gonna get dressed up and have a nice dinner at a steak place. Money has been real tight but we are finally able to go on a proper date, I must say, though I do love to sit and enjoy my home, its nice to once in a while crawl out of my pajamas and into some nice clothes and be a part of society. Not for too long though because those pajamas will be calling my name along with some red velvet ice cream and my recorded Thursday line up of TV shows. Wilfred, Louis, and Anger Management. Its gonna be a good Friday, at least till I have to go to work.
I can't believe that I am divorced, and celebrating a new anniversary with someone new, its so surreal sometimes, especially since I haven't dated since high school. Not surreal in a bad way its just what a year its been. I have a lot to thank my boy friend for, before we dated he was one of the only friends I had in this town. Noticed me falling off the deep end and gave me his hand. Hes not the most romantic guy in the world, but hes a good man, a good friend, and he always has my back. Exactly what I need.
and sometimes you get both and they tittle them boy friend. I could never of gotten here if I just rolled over and let my divorce consume me. I mean I guess in a way it did consume me. I'm not who I was back then, well I guess that was another reason the divorce happened to begin with. But I didn't just become some little ball of grief and stop living my life. If you want something in life you have to make it happen. Or else this divorce this big change it was all for nothing. You have to move on because your worth it. A lifetime of happiness is worth a little grief.